A full grateful heart

I'm not gonna lie, when I first had Mycah, I was completely overwhelmed. I had a bout of post partum depression that had me not even wanting to get out of bed most days. Now that he is four months, my hormones have stabilized and I feel so much better. In fact, a lot of times, at the end of the day when I see how much I have accomplished with the kids and around the house, I feel pretty dang good about myself! I am coming to really enjoy the different personalities each of my boys have. Hayden is more anxious, cautious and emotional, but super loving and creative. Nixon is daring, fearless and stubborn. I can tell him and Mycah will be close. So far Mycah is calm, very happy and I think he will be the type of child that watches everyone and everything. I couldn't imagine my life without them, even with most days being jam packed with chaotic moments. My mom called it 'Controlled Chaos.' That's exactly what it is to raise boys.